Stuck in a bed
Tuesday, April 18, 2017
This is a typical event for our household with Parker. Getting yourself stuck in a bed would of course be something he did. He always found a way to make us laugh, not necessarily on purpose. This was so hard for me to watch today. Hearing his laugh and seeing his smile is heart wrenching. He was so alive, so healthy and all of us so blind to what a year later would bring. My tears aren't ordinary tears. They are ones that come from the depths of my soul, that I didn't even know existed until I lost him. I didn't know sadness until now. I didn't know complete and utter heartbreak until now. Life is so unfair. I would give anything for just one more minute with him.