Today marks 6 months since you were taken from me. Not a minute goes by that I don't think of you. I would give anything just to see you again, to talk to you, hug you and kiss you one more time. I can't believe that I have made it this far without you. I would have never thought it was possible to wake up each morning for the past 6 months knowing you wouldn't be here. But I am here. I am here for your beautiful sister, the one that gives me a reason to wake up every morning. You would be so proud of her, Bud.
I know my posts are rarely positive. I find it very difficult to be that positive person when my life has so drastically changed. That I have drastically changed. I am going to try and look at the brighter side of things and maybe it will change me from the inside out as well.
So here is my first positive post. Taken from the book The Secret: Daily Teachings by Rhonda Byrne that was given to me by a very special person that wants me to heal and be happy. Thank you, Donna.
"Whatever feelings you have within you are attracting you tomorrow.
Worry attracts more worry. Anxiety attracts more anxiety. Unhappiness attracts more unhappiness. Dissatisfaction attracts more dissatisfaction.
Joy attracts more joy. Happiness attracts more happiness. Peace attracts more peace. Gratitude attracts more gratitude. Kindness attracts more kindness. Love attracts more love.
Your job is an inside one. To change your world, all you have to do is change the way you feel inside. How easy is that?"