Missing Parker so much it physically hurts. Everyone so excited for Christmas I don’t even know what to do with myself. I’m trying to make it as normal as possible for Payton but I’m finding it almost impossible. I am beyond grateful for my “people” who are planning, cooking, shopping and traveling across the country for me. I really would not be here without them. Thank you for understanding and being patient with me. For saying it’s ok if I want to spend the next couple of days in bed. I’m going to scramble up all of the energy I have to get up, dressed and see where the day takes me. I know he would want me to.
Merry Christmas to all, especially those missing someone this holiday.