I don’t think many will truly understand how hard the holidays are. I know it’s a time to be with friends and family, but the thought of doing it knowing he won’t be there is almost too much to bear. So I pretend that I am enjoying myself but inside I am broken and filled with anxiety. It takes every ounce of energy that I have and then some. I wish I can just fast forward time to avoid this time of the year.
I love you forever, Bud.