I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately. This month especially when 2 years ago we were going from doctor to doctor trying to figure out what was going on. It was just us. Me + you. I remember after your biopsy on your scalp we were sitting in the cafeteria at CHOP and you knew I was so worried. I hadn’t been eating or sleeping and was so beat down. You looked me right in the eye and said “Mom, I’m fine” while eating your chocolate chip cookies and drinking Gatorade. How I wish those words were true. I knew deep down in the depths of my soul that you weren’t fine. But in the midst of all my grief, I have you in my heart and your memories every where I go. I miss you every second of every day. I love you forever, Bud.