I'll Never Know
Today, as I sit on the beach this beautiful morning, I can’t help but feel those all too familiar feelings of “he should be here”. He would be here with his sister, both of them working hard in the events of the SBBP LIT tournament today. He never made it to LIT. I think he would have hated it. He didn’t share the same love of the ocean as Payton. He wasn’t passionate about it, I recall possibly talking him into it. So, once again, I’ll never know. It’s always the not knowing that hurts the most. I can dream up every scenario in my mind and still not know. We miss you here, Bud. Watch over your sister today, give her the strength she needs to persevere.
I love you forever, Bud.